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Wednesday, December 26, 2007Y
new year resolution?

GEZZ WUDD?
yeahhh,, new year is coming...
its amazing...
a whole bunch of thing happen this year...
i dont even realize how fast time past by...
kadang hal2 kecil iank terjadi pun terlihat indah kalo ditulis :D
yahhh tergantung bahasa si penulis en apa kejadian "kecil" itu..
mengulas hal2 iank pernah terjadi sepanjang taun ini..
melihat kembali masa lalu, selama satu taun, ngerasa pengen bgd bisa ngulang waktu en memperbaiki masalah..
gq mungkin yah..?
huff~ dunia.. terlalu byk kesalahan iank pingin diulang, terlalu banyak pilihan iank kita semua gq taw ujungnya kemana..
gambling is so much like life..
whatever way u chose is the only way, like when u bet on the poker table.. u know..
u cant un-bet.
everything IS set feel like u can win and just nothing in the world can go wrong..
then, ur opponents just happen to have a better card..
and everything is worthless..
everything is ruined and ur all broken..
kinda like life?
hahahaha...
yepp,, its a way to describe life.. well problems in life if i may say..
in another time..
this time u bet..
and u win..
everything is alright that way XD
too bad life isnt a fairy tale.. no one got it that easy...
not even me.

the 15 years old girl,, with the pigtail,, with the lil kid's straight bangs,, with the baggy pajamas,, with the red and green xmas color striped socks,, with the bunny slippers that has a bigger head than mine,, with the stoopid look on her face,, with the HUGE cheek,,

yepp,, life problem still wont let this one girl escape :]


with the tears running down the face..


i know..
i complaint too much.. i cant do much other than complaints....
i know..
i'm no other than the no good complainer that never try to do anything to change the way her life is..
yeahh,, i know..
i really wanna try and do stuff,, its just im not brave enuff... i dont have enuff spirit..
not enough support and hope..
not enough of those who cares :]
im just a hopeless girl who dont look like one unless u look into "the" eye :]

okaaaaayyy.

enuff w/ complaints...
hmm, seru kali iia klo ngilas balik apa aja iank terjadi setaon ini... lama jg setaon...
dikid lagi 2007 abis...
tinggal menghitung hari detik2 akhir...
huff...

what happen in 2007, stay in 2007

hiiiahahahhahaha,, ditaun ini,, ditaun dimana gw berumur 15 taon.. iank ngalemin pait manisnya idup..
dari tangisan sampe tawa ngakak.. XD
taun ini dah tinggal dikid..
dah maw abiss.. *kaiia pringles aja* lho?
huff,,,
what happen through the long 2007?

2007 diawali dengan gw ditembak sama mantan trakir gw ahahahhaa... awal taun, hadiah taun baru gw itu jadian sm si cupu nan jeleq itu... so far, mantan iank plg gw saiiank.. i remember,, i was all alone when he appeared.. chatting on and on and on for the whole day... ahahahha,, i just feel like im never tired that day.. lucu juga kalo nginged masa itu.. wkwkkwkw.. yeahh and so on and so on.. and things happened... and on and on and on... all the happy and sad time.. then we broke up... ahahhahaha,, long story :] males ngulasna ntar mlh inged iank mcm2... hiahiahiahiahiahiahiahia XD

okeii so on.. abis putus,, susah bgd nglupaiina,, sampe beberapa bulan giitu d..

*ini blog kaiiana harus d sarink secara ntar byk iank baca kah?
**byk gaiia mode on...

lalu lalu lalu..
taon baruan udh lewad gini, ini new year resolution ama recaping kaga klar2 dtulisna..
dasar pemalas *lho?*

bersambunk kpn2 XD

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007Y
vivaaa las vegass~~~ [gemVSembil]

2 hari iiank laluw ke vegas XD
ngiahiahiahiahiahiahia...
kaga ada apa2an nehh.. bosen jg.. huff, mana poto2 jg pada kaga isa dmasukin pula... ahhhh sebel....
natalan malah bete gini @_@
huff~

ermm jalan ke vegas pake acara maced... 5 jem @_@ swt bgd... emank pake acara brenti2 jg seh.. p iia gitu deh XD
seru jg.. jln2 mlm2 poto2 kdinginan gajebo... hiahiahia...
aaaaahh POTO NA MN @_@
huff... pake acara kaga maw konek pula ini hp ke lappie gw... huff~
sebelll jd kaga isa masukin deh..
pdahal maw pamer voto disini T_T
hiiix...
yahh nyusul lah potona klo dah masuk...
wkwkwkkwkw..

huff.. natalan..
nothin; much.. iank special2 bgd jg gq ada...
kaiia gitu aja.. another boring day...
huff.. i wish i were white ahahahaha then xmas will be awesome..
huff...

kadang mikir...
knp c d dunia gq ada gitu satu manusia iank isa ngertiin gw... huff,, sepenuhnya maksudna...
termasuk laki gw --"
dy jg gq ngerti gw...
ahahhahhaha,, sama aja boonk @_@
masih tipikel co iank demen maen game kaiia anak kecil...
huff.. yahh itu hobbi dy siih..
tapii.....
tapi....
tapiiiiiiiii......
awk akhhh....
dari dolo gq demen sm iank suka ninggal2in maen...
suka ngingetin sm mantan prtama... iiank lbih mentingin game aja...
huff~
gitu deh...
kadang sebel.. p gmn @_@
kadang mikir,, kaiiana ko' biarpun dy co gw ko' kaiiana dy gq kenal gw sama sekali...
semua ini salah gw kan iank ngambil keputusan tralu ceped mengenai hal ini pd awalna...
tapi...
yahh tapi lagi @_@
gq taw jg deh..
"sgala iiank trjadi dalam hidupku inii adalah sebuwah misterii ilahi..."
"beribu cobaan hanya ujiiannn... kehidupannnn..."
wkwkwkwkwkw...
gitu deh....
makin pusink dahhh XD
ucul bgd seh idup gw....
huff,, kadang sebel XD
gq isa apa gw punya idup iank normal.. p klo idup tralu normal gq seru kali iia... hufff~
lalalala....
yahh cobaan idup gw lagi..
klo dy susah ngertiin gw ntar brarti gw iank arus lebih ngertiin dy lagi aja kali ia?
alah.... taw akhh...
liad aja nantinyaaa XD
biarkan berjalan kaiia aer aja....
aaaahh p gq isa jg...
*laper*
hiahiahia random mode on..
ermm,, gitu deh....
kaiia lebih saiiank ama gem dy teh T_T
hixx....

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gya ha ha ha ini toh blognya si pillow ha ha ha uda liad deh...
ha ha ah

By Blogger richard, at 8:38 AM  

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Thursday, December 20, 2007Y
setelah si bodoh tenangan diqid...

huwahh,, udah lewat beberapa hari dr tragedi "gw menggila"
hiahiahiahiahiahia XD
yah pada intinya mahh...
gw udah tenangan XD
huff~
/lalalalalalaaaa~
toodles XD

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Saturday, December 15, 2007Y
fcuk.

*WARNING*
this post will contain an enormous amount of cussing
those who feel disturbed, will be pleased to leave.


gw jrg bgd iank namana balik lg ke blog...
since idup gw blakangan ini bae2 aj...
somehow sumting just have to ruin that...
something WILL go wrong (emphasize on WILL) eventually in my life... and i dont know why...
i dont remember doing something that horrible ever ever in my life as far as i remember.. maybe i did but none really told me so...
but why?
maii peaceful life that i could hardly even get... ruined again.
why cant life just be fair? too many unfairness might kill be sooner or later u know T_T

"no boiis no craii"
True.

gila, jujur aja, gw msh gemeter klo maw nrima kenyataa pait... yahh firasat berbicara namun fakta belum membuktikan.. semuanya bkin segalanya runyam.. rumit en susah buat di cerna..
the fcukin unfairness of life..
back to the question
why does it have to be me?
did i really do something totally unforgivable that i could have never enjoy my life, ever again?
harsh.
damn.

gw gq ngerti for the 3rd time ill be hurt, AGAIN?
and why? gw gq taw,, semua laki2 brengsek kah?
cape juga lama2 nyobanya... why dont i start try to give up? it'll be a whole lot easier XD
ahahahha lmao~

masalah iank msh gq pasti bener engga'nya... hal iank msh cuman 50% chance of being right... tapi tiap detik gw coba tuk cari taw,, makin besar lubank celanya... bukan menutup..
shit.
this happened AGAIN..
to kill me was ur dream, huh?
well that's messed up..

i seriously dont know where to start...
i dont even feel like i'm breathing right now..
UGHHHH!
gemeter and keep on goin'
havent stop since...
shit.

fine, cheat on me..
like i care.

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