<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://draft.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d26893100\x26blogName\x3d%60when:a%22girl%22has.a*story*\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://marshangel.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://marshangel.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d-5400456130505001798', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=3054107564476057249&blogName=url.blogspot.com&publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&navbarType=BLACK&layoutType=CLASSIC&homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Furl.blogspot.com%2F&searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Furl.blogspot.com%2Fsearch" height="30px" width="100%" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" id="navbar-iframe" frameborder="0"></iframe> <div id="space-for-ie"></div>
la.chica
mischelle .mei. lost in love and i don't know much innocent love 16 currently in luv If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
ANS chinesse bLooD//indo born




Welcome to marshangel.blogspot.com
Monday, April 24, 2006Y
Is it the only way?? to commit SUICIDE??

too much thing to think about,
which I try to forget,
too much problems to solve,
which always stuck in my mind,
too much pain to receive,which I try to be relieve,
too much stuff to regret,
which is too late to be regretted,
too much love I give,
which is now useless,
too much missunderstood I get,
which always make my life misearable......

I just wondering....
*why is it have to be me?*
there's tons of people,
but,
*why is it have to be me?*
*why is it have to be me to face this whole problem?*
*why?*
I just wanna be as happy as other people are,
as free as them.....
but,
I always think,
*can I?*
*can I just have some of their happiness?*
*some of their freedom of problem as a teenagers?*
*can I?*
*do I have to be like this?*
Be a person which have to face all this is not easy...
and,
I can't stand it anymore......
*how can I finish this?*
*when can I finish this?*
The only way I know is to......


**commit SUICIDE**


but,
I know it's not the right way to do it...
but....
that's the only thing I can think about......

***Mischelle***


>>kata MaGdA ttg post ine.....
>>>good good!!! nice poem...FaV: 1st stanza aka paragraph ^0^v
BUT suicide is not the answer okeh!! makanya PRAY!!!
and guess wat?? we all think that our life is miserable and u see other people so happy..but its NOT TRUE!!! dats their OUTSIDE appearance!!! people hide! they hide from reality... deep inside them...they're not as happy they are on the OUTSIDE...
its YOU because its a TEST!! on how much faith/believe you have!! your mind is a battle field...its hard but u have to focus on God... y'see, each and everyone of us get that TEST too.. ur not the only one..so, be HAPPY ajah..
jgn memble mulu..lol... (ciiieh gw dah kya pendeta ajah..hahha... sorry khotbah nya 'mayan panjang)

>>kata SteFFi ttg post ine....
>>>This is so good and so nicei love it because i fell it too so i really understan abaut it....

ends at 7:53 PM

0 Friends said;

Say it here;