huam kekna dah lama gag ngepost, dan biarpun d side bar gw skrg bisa ngepost otomatis, tapi ntah knp tetep aja males ngepost wkwkwkwk,
eniweii..
blakangan hr ini byk bgd yg terjadi dan kekna itu semua adalah hal2 yg bener2 significant and tak terlupakan...

everything happened for a reason

has always been my favorite quote, its hard to live the life and accepts the bitter truth all the time though. I've been passed through it and felt like my life should have been spared from the bitterness and the hardness of life, regarding of what I have been through. Live is not always what you think it will be though, everyone just need to learn how to accept the bitter truth and be ready for it. I know I'm not but oh well, I always try to learn something new from anything that happened. I do whine though, and a LOT but I dont think I would want to be another me. I think I'm pretty satisfied with who I am today eventhough here and there I always think of how I would be if I were someone else. some one much more "magnificent" but I stopped wanting to do that quite some times ago. I realized that I should just live my life to the fullest, try new things everyday, and never to regret of who am I.

ok. gw jg bingung knp gw jd sok wise kek ginih ~.~ mungkin krn hal2 yg terjadi belakangan kali yah.. ada beberapa yg gw anggep sedikit inspirational. mulai dr keluh kesah nykp gw tentang hidup dan permintaan dy klo lagi doa yang bener2 bkin gw sadar betapa hebat nykp gw itu. gw rasa gw gq akan pernah nemu org sehebat nykp gw lg. but who knows? :D idup masih panjang jg, but she will definitely be my lifelong heroine i couldnt put it any better x]
sigh, gw mikir knp gw gq isa jd seseorg sebaik nykp gw yg slalu mikirin org laen d atas dirina sendiri? terkadang gw bingung ngliat kehidupan nykp gw yg bener2 ga adil.. sepertina ga ada hidup yg berpihak ke nykp.. gw gq isa ngebayangin gmn idup tanpa nykp... dan hr ini, ntah knp ade gw kurang ajar ngelawan nykp... i cant help but to cry... gw gq pernah tega nyakitin nykp dan stiap x ada kejadian yg bkin gw gituin nykp, gw slalu ujungn2na sakit ati n msti gmn minta maaf biarpun susah.. buat ade gw, gw hanya pengen dy sadar n gq kurang ajar ama nykp lg, susah tpna ~.~.. bgsna dy sempet minta maaf jg.. *siigh* bgs lah..
ngedenger my mom's CONFESSION, it was hard not to cry.. ngeliat idupna yg boleh dibilang udah ngenes tapi d setiap doa malemna masih ngedoain orang2 yg ada d sekitarna.. msh doa supaya sesusah2na dia, dy msh sanggup wat beramal, adaaaaaaa ga sih org yg doa na tuh kek gt? dy gak doa supaya dy d beri lbih byk rejeki.. tp dy doa spy dy punya CUKUP untuk masih bisa BERAMAL.. ohemji.. gw aja ga abis pikir.. nykp gw emg ebat >< *siigh* ntah lahhhhhhh
but thats life for u wkwkwkwkwkwk



*bersambung dl deh*