am I that SELFISH until my own MOM says that nothing could be proud of me.....
am I that SELFISH until she said that I just CARE ablut my self.....

am I really that SELFISH?
am I?
am I really?

I NEVER KNOW that Im that SELFISH....
I never know,
I never REALIZES....

am I really that SELFISH?

It's hard for me to ACCEPT that.....

I always THOUGHT I CARE about PEOPLE....
at least,
I THOUGHT I am.....

I always THOUGHT I am a GOOD DAUGHTER.....
a GOOD FRIEND....
a GOOD PLACE to SHARE.....
and I thought I am ALL THAT....

but,
NOW,

I feel DIFFERENT.....
I feel like I am the MEANEST person EVER born.....
the most UNCARE person EVER-EVER born.....

Since I HEARD my MOM said that,
I ask my self....
*AM I THAT EVIL?*
*AM I THAT SELFISH?*

now,
I think I AM....

it's just hard to believe that now,
I AM NOT WHO I THOUGHT I AM..........

maybe,
WORLD will be better, WITHOUT me....

maybe,
my FAMILY will be happier, WITHOUT me....

maybe,
my FRIENDS will be the BEST, WITHOUT me.........

I am still wondering...
*am I really?*

you know what....

IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE, that maybe,
>>>I AM ALL THOSE<<<