everything happens for a reason. people come to your life for a reason. people come in your heart for a reason. a reason I still couldn't understand. the reason that I still am searching for. which I could not find ang it starts to hurt me. hurting deep down from inside. shed of tears running down from my eyes. somehow this heart just seems to be broken. broken into tiny pieces which for now no one will ever can recover it for me. hoping someone just come and fix my heart. I know it will not be easy to heal. it does need time. much much more time tp forget all the memories out of my mind and my heart. I have never been felt sorry for falling for you. falling for you was such a greatful thing that ever happened to me so far. all those imaginations. all those dreams. all those poetic words. ahh. what a wonderful memory. only if we could keep things the way they used to be. there will not be any tears shedding down. ahh. just let whatever needs to happens. happen. it will be hard to accept though. but. sometimes you just need to go with the flow. reality are sometimes tough and rough to be accept. and. guess what. this is the reality. that is what actually happened. so. just do cry sometimes. it does help. anyways. "girls are not cute if they are not cute if they are not sensitive". a quote by Asou-kun from ichi ritoru no namida. a real support for me while I cry. :] . well. that's just it/ just letting my mind go around those sweet and sour memories as the time pass will slowly erases those out of my heart.