"why is it so hard to lose someone you love the most?"
a simply asked question that i would never even think to ask about....
but, something gave me the answer that's really suitable, i think...
"...because you love 'em..."
yeah,, i just figured out that it IS the answer...
made me much more realizes how much i love him....
i know that,,
saying this made me look stupid in front of anybody,, anyone....
especially him....
but...
i truly don't seem to care anymore....
don't care about what are they thinkin' about me...
no more,, not anymore...
the only thing that i care about is...
my love to him....
which i know IS stupid but,,
you know what?
someone said...
"....if it's worth your fight,, then fight for your love,, don't let it go...."
i'll keep those words until one day...
one day i say....
i figured out that all my fight WAS useless.....
one day like today.....
where i should start to forget about him...
a thing that i should've done months,, weeks ago....
but...
feelings is something you can't really say....
you don't know when it comes....
as you don't know when it'll go away....
principle of life....
do what you believe in...
but, stop doing it when you finally realized that all you do is useless and IS a junk of sh*t.....
all that i can say....