it makes me think sometimes...
why does thing happen the way it does...

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it seems like i live in a pretending life...
with a world unconsciously rotate around me...
i was just still...
whether in the corner, or in the center...
it doesn't matter, does it?
i don't think any one cares....
everything happen before my eyes and i just stand still...
do nothing....
capable of none...
i might be a loser...
i can't deny that,
but i'm more likely to be a pretender...
pretend that my life is beautiful...
full with smile and laughter...
jump around like the world is my own flower fields...
in the other hand,
my heart was still, kind of numb...
no feelings, no respect, nothing...
you can say i'm a weird person...
yes, i can say, i am weird...
i just pretend that nothing happen....
nothing happen...
just the world that revolves around me...
with me, staying still....
in the corner, or the center...