Day 4 facts.
*i still cried.
*he called, it's getting weird.
*still hoping? i guess.
*still not letting go. for sure.
*didn't wear black because i was late.
*still act like a LOVE FOOL.
*the decision was made but i can't accept it what so ever.

he decided to let me find another guy.
i decided just to be friends. best friend.
i dont know whether it will work out or not, since it'll feel awkward.
but i'll try.
i used to lost both best friend and my lover at once. so now i try to keep one side of him.
my best friend, he is (:
i dont know whether will we be as close as we used to or not.
i wish we will. even though it might be awkward in the beginning.
but i wish it'll heal, by time.

yes. indeed it will hurt. i know that it'll heal by time. i just can't figured out how long.
the faster. the better.
we'll see as the time goes.

one thing.
now, cupu couplez will never unite. or will us?
let the time answer.