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Wednesday, October 01, 2008Y
[seniior portfoliio]

blakangan inih ekeh slaluw sibuk iih..
*sebel grrrrrroarr..
huuhuhuhuhu.. pegel.. tp jd kesampean jg bkin self-reflective essay iank bener2 mencerminkan sapah kah ini org sbenarna huahahuhauhau...
nahh, krn itu kekna salah satu hal yg isa mendeskripsiin gw dgn baik dan benar.. maka dr ituu :D maw gw post dsini huahauhuauahua~~

gini mulaina~~..
I am just an ordinary girl trying to live her ordinary life to the fullest. My name is Mischelle Mulia and currently living in Loma Linda, California. A couple years ago, I would have never thought about leaving my home-country Indonesia and move to The United States. It came over me in a rush, it took me a while to realize that I really was about to leave my home-country, leaving my home-sweet-home that I lived for my whole life, leaving all of my loving friends and relatives. It was a really hard time to go through. I can go through changes and be okay with it but, I do not really like the one that was overly drastic. Right now, I am just trying to do my best here in United States, start a whole new life in a whole new world with supports from family and friends, my foremost important treasure of all.
When I look at myself on a mirror,.... what I see is a reflection of a tiny girl, a reflection of myself, I suppose. That girl is wearing a shirt and a pair of jeans. Her hair is loosely hanging, a little bit to the messy side, just like how it looks on a person who just woke up. She has her glasses put on and it was a pretty decent frame with lenses that are quite thick as well. She has a bad vision mostly because she reads for fun and spends ninety-percent of her time in front of the computer, writing a weblog or playing an online game. I am indeed a simple girl. I never ask for too much of anything and I dress as simple as my mind sometime is, partly because I just do not really care about what people think off of my outer appearance. I do not wear make-up; I wear simple and casual outfits—I dress up only for special occasions—and leave people a blank page of what kind of person I am inside. I always thought that what matter the most is what is inside, inner beauty, and not outer beauty, that is why we should never “Judge a book by its cover,” (Anonymous). My appearance, I think, makes people think of me as an average Asian girl, no, I am not trying to be discriminative, but yes, I look that way, the Asian girl stereotypes. Those who mostly wear glasses, somehow being on the highest ten-percent of the class, somewhat nerdy, and somewhat have the similar kind of life, friends, and activities. I might look that way but, I am pretty sure that I am a quite decent person inside who like to help others. I might also look boring from my outer appearance, but I am a pretty fun person to be around with, I laugh a lot, I do not get angry or sensitive easily. I also have a pretty great sense of humor. Unfortunately, all of this personality do not show easily to just anyone. I only get crazy and be fully myself around those people that I find the closest and the most comfortable to be with, mostly my family and my best friends.
Only description and words will never be enough to explain me as an individual. I am quite unique; at least I think I am. The only way to know me better is to be a close friend with me, but not an easy task even though I enjoy having a lot of friends. This is because I categorize myself as a pretty introvert person; I do not really open up myself to those whom I just met. This condition leads to another way of knowing me, by going through my desktop computer.
From the outside, my desktop computer looks like an ordinary computer with a really neat 19” wide-screen plasma monitor. Other than that, this is no more than an ordinary computer. However, inside of my hard drive, you will find anything you need to get to know me better as a person. I have thousands of pictures storage in it of me and my family and friends. This shows that I am constantly around people, either my family or friends. There also stored all of my favorite music. The kind of music a person listens to can give a hint of what kind of person they really are. Unfortunately, I do not have any specialized favorite kind of music. I listen to about anything for the exception of some country and some really hard-core/hip-hop/R and B songs. I prefer mellower and tone-down songs that calm me down. This might show that I am more of a laid back person, not a hyperactive one. But it does not mean that I dislike other kind of songs, I just prefer the mellow one.
I am a really innocent person that cannot ever say “no” to anyone. I realize that people do tend to take advantage of me because of this sort of advantage slash disadvantage personality. I see this identity as an advantage because, even though people do take advantage of me, I really feel like I help people with their problem. Maybe they do not see me as a nice and helpful person but rather see me as a fool who will do whatever they ask for but, I really thought that I am just trying to be a bigger and a better person by helping them. In the end, they might be thankful for what I have done for them and I will feel very satisfied because at least they appreciated it. I like helping people a lot and I try to help them with all my best. One day, one of my old friends whom I was never really closed to me asked for help. I was disgust by how she could just ask for help from someone she barely knew. I whined a lot but ended up doing it anyway because I think that it will help her and at least she will appreciate it a little, which will make up the entire struggle I did. In the end, helping people, for me, has its own rewards.
Just like a little girl, I do have a lot of dreams I have never achieved before. I dreamt that someday I will be able to travel around the world, that one day I will have a wonderful family, that one day I could cure cancer, that one day I could fly my own private jet, and a lot more. What matters to me the most is my future life because all that I experienced as a little girl needed me to do better in the future. I need to have a better education to have a better life so I can pay for my little sister’s education later on in life. I also have dreamt of buying a house for my mom and I have wanted her not to work a single hour when I have a job already. I have wanted her to enjoy her old life, possibly to send her travel to Vatican because she has wanted to go there since I was little. I also have wanted want to fulfill her dream which was to own a Cartier-brand watch. I will do my best for her because she is my most valuable possession.
Finally, to describe me in a couple of words; I am one of those unique people that cannot be fully understand from the appearance. I tend to dress sloppy but I believe I am a kind-hearted girl. I get cranky sometimes but everyone does also. The “me” right now is still confused with what she wants to do with her life. She wants to satisfy everyone but she realized that no one could ever do that. She will try her best for whatever she will have to do and will hold her head up no matter what comes in front of her.



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